urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anthro_apo_logy anthro_apo_logy anthro_apo_logy 2008-02-09T03:06:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anthro_apo_logy:1181 2008-02-09T03:06:57Z 2008-02-09T03:06:57Z Strawberry Fields Forever--Beatles I'm moving into a new flat tomorrow.<br />And since it's such a fresh start, I've decided to start fresh in all aspects.<br />Three day water fast. Saturday, Sunday, and Monday I'm cleaning my body of the toxins I put in over the last three days. I haven't binged over the last few days, but I did get fair drunk last night, and slipped a little bit to indulge in a few chocolates.<br />So now I'm making fennel tea, and that's the last non-water product I'll have for the next three days, except a propel water when I go to the gym tomorrow.<br />And Tuesday, I'm going to eat only strawberries all day. I've been listening to the Beatles a lot this week, and Strawberry Fields Forever has given me the biggest craving. It'll be so heavenly to indulge it as a break of the fast.<br /><br />So excited. I have to finish packing tonight, and tomorrow morning the boy I'm dating is going to bring his car over and help me move. :)<br /><br />I've never done a real fast before. Wish me luck, ladies and gentlemen. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anthro_apo_logy:922 2008-01-31T04:13:21Z 2008-01-31T04:13:21Z My best friend from high school is visitting tomorrow.<br />She's a size two And sad because she wishes she were an eight.<br />Oh god. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:anthro_apo_logy:712 2008-01-31T03:53:33Z 2008-01-31T04:12:47Z Made a journal since my doctor suggested it would help me watch my habits and monitor them until I felt good about my judgment. It's been 6 months, about, since I think I have started mentally recovering from what remains an undiagnosed ED. In the last month, though, I've gone up and up in weight.<br />Thought I was happy at 115. Just getting used to it.<br />Shot p to 128.<br />Dropped and stayed at 125.<br />I feel worse than I did at 100 lbs. And I didn't even like my body then, I only liked my new awareness of it.<br />Blasting those last ten lbs if it's the last hting I do.<br />at 115, I was at a new school, new city.Never been happier.<br />A fresh start.<br />Need that start again.<br />And today, I feel great about.<br /><br />Food consumed:<br />instant oatmeal: 100 cal<br />Baby carrots: 25 cal<br />1/2 slice whole wheat pizza: 200 call<br />Edy's Dibs (8): 100 cal<br /><br />Cals Burned: 400<br /><br />Pretty damn good.