I'm moving into a new flat tomorrow.
And since it's such a fresh start, I've decided to start fresh in all aspects.
Three day water fast. Saturday, Sunday, and Monday I'm cleaning my body of the toxins I put in over the last three days. I haven't binged over the last few days, but I did get fair drunk last night, and slipped a little bit to indulge in a few chocolates.
So now I'm making fennel tea, and that's the last non-water product I'll have for the next three days, except a propel water when I go to the gym tomorrow.
And Tuesday, I'm going to eat only strawberries all day. I've been listening to the Beatles a lot this week, and Strawberry Fields Forever has given me the biggest craving. It'll be so heavenly to indulge it as a break of the fast.

So excited. I have to finish packing tonight, and tomorrow morning the boy I'm dating is going to bring his car over and help me move. :)

I've never done a real fast before. Wish me luck, ladies and gentlemen.

My best friend from high school is visitting tomorrow.
She's a size two And sad because she wishes she were an eight.
Oh god.

Made a journal since my doctor suggested it would help me watch my habits and monitor them until I felt good about my judgment. It's been 6 months, about, since I think I have started mentally recovering from what remains an undiagnosed ED. In the last month, though, I've gone up and up in weight.
Thought I was happy at 115. Just getting used to it.
Shot p to 128.
Dropped and stayed at 125.
I feel worse than I did at 100 lbs. And I didn't even like my body then, I only liked my new awareness of it.
Blasting those last ten lbs if it's the last hting I do.
at 115, I was at a new school, new city.Never been happier.
A fresh start.
Need that start again.
And today, I feel great about.

Food consumed:
instant oatmeal: 100 cal
Baby carrots: 25 cal
1/2 slice whole wheat pizza: 200 call
Edy's Dibs (8): 100 cal

Cals Burned: 400

Pretty damn good.